Outcast

people tried to play me like an instrument and break me like a ligament,
those incidents of insignificance were no coincidence,
cause i never imagined that i'd be in that predicament,
and if you think i brought it on myself then you are ignorant,
inconsiderate citizens or whatevers equivalent,
goin' school was like livin' years of imprisonment,
while innocent lookin' over my shoulder staying vigilant,
from irritants that would try and move to me like they're immigrants,
that are crossing the continant like it was an accomplishment,
they didn't care as long as they'd gotten their dominence,
from a lot of intolerance it was knocking my confidence,
to the point i'd be happy to have a loss of the oxegen,
i wanted to runaway like a missing pet,
when they were giving threats on written text over the internet,
i'd live depressed and sit in bed smokin' all these cigarettes,
i didn't get why it had to be me that they would disrespect.

it wasn't easy as an outcast,
i didn't wanna show my face like i'm kenny from south park,
it wasn't easy as high school loser,
being the target of all your spiteful rumors.

it wasn't easy as an outcast,
i didn't wanna show my face like i'm kenny from south park,
it wasn't easy as high school loser.....

i mean hell will i look up from the ground when i die,
or look down from the sky guess i've got a mountain to climb,
i've been counting the time ever since 2 thousand and nine,
when i wanted out of this life without a doubt in the mind,
i try to air my stupid rivals and the enemies cussin',
cause i'm aware i'm suicidal you're not tellin' me nothin',
i know it sounds surreal but it's really how i feel,
i try hard but my heart isn't made out of steel,
so if you wanna take a dig and make a fib then go ahead,
i won't expect you not to cause it's not like you will show respect,
i know it's best i don't detest anything that you jokers said,
so instead i'll ignore it cause it could bring me a load of stress,
like life in school back when i wasn't liked at all,
and i'm a fool for thinkin' i had friends that were reliable,
the fights and brawls i've had really should never of happened,
but i'd fully get bullied worse than you could ever imagine.