Forever alone

the time i wasted isolated's making me hallucinate,
losing faith in the human race refusing to communicate,
it's true i made some huge mistakes that always seemed to duplicate,
through using stupid ways of choosing an excuse to make,
and you could say that i'm the person who's to blame,
my mood will change the minute i see a reason to live,
or even exist and these are the feelings i need to resist,
as it seems to be keeping me from the freedom i've missed,
why do pitiless idiots always seem to have it pretty good,
and why am i so hideous or am i just oblivious,
cause i all i want is someone i can cherish and love,
put in effort to my method but it's never enough,
and now i've shown the signs that i will be alone for life,
as nothing's ever going right and very soon i won't survive,
it's no surpise overtime i've been in a slow decline,
knowing i'm approacing my own demise.

forever alone...forever alone,
the truth hurts and i'm letting it show,
life can be so unfair,
i'm doing my best yet no one cares,
forever alone...forever alone,
i'm having visions i could never condone,
my happiness will never be found,
while these thoughts keep letting me down.

it's a muddle gaining fuck all with this subtle importance,
coupled with boredom as the struggle doubles with troubling thoughts an',
now i'm puzzled doing nothing but watching telly in silence,
it's almost like i'm stuck in a solitary confinement,
and why do people tell me i don't talk enough,
cause when i do i get ignored so dunno why you brought it up,
if you and your associates came in my world of loneliness,
it won't be good but then you might know why it's odious,
they say you need to find yourself but still i'm trapped inside this shell,
and it's like i'm held in a giant cell where i've got time to dwell,
i might aswell just end this life of hell what i'm tryna tell,
is that these aren't just lyrics i've written they're more a cry for help,
cause i'm sick of always being on my lonesome,
like i'm frozen on an island in the middle of the ocean,
mixed emotions feeling broken i don't need all this commotion,
i'm open to end my life at any moment.

forever alone...forever alone,
the truth hurts and i'm letting it show,
life can be so unfair,
i'm doing my best yet no one cares,
forever alone...forever alone,
i'm having visions i could never condone,
my happiness will never be found,
while these thoughts keep letting me down.

forever alone...forever alone,
the truth hurts and i'm letting it show,
life can be so unfair,
i'm doing my best yet no one cares,
forever alone...forever alone,
i'm having visions i could never condone,
my happiness will never be found,
while these thoughts keep letting me down.